Did you know that February
is National Cancer Prevention Month? It’s great to have a month dedicated to
the awareness of how we can prevent such a horrible disease.
For me however, every day
is cancer prevention day. It began ten years ago when I learned I have the BRCA
gene mutation, and my risk of breast cancer suddenly skyrocketed to upwards of
85%.
I can clearly remember
sitting in the genetic oncologist's office when the doctor confirmed my DNA
testing. The doctor was so kind. She sat right next to me at a small conference
table. As she gently explained
the details of my diagnosis and armed me with the basic information, she also wrote
her instructions in longhand on a yellow legal tablet. She knew I was barely
grasping every fourth word...breast exams and ultrasounds, blood tests,
Tamoxifen, mastectomy, hysterectomy, increased ovarian cancer. As her words filled the air, I looked down to
see Brian supportively rubbing my arm, yet I couldn't connect the sensation of his touch
on my skin. I was numb.
We left the doctor's office,
silently clutching the doctor's notes and a stack of pamphlets. I didn’t even cry. Not sure what to do with ourselves next, Brian and I stopped at
the closest bar. Over cocktails, I bitched aloud about my shitty roll of
the genetic dice. I had just turned 37.
The tears came later of
course. I wallowed in self-pity for a day or two. I felt helpless with the knowledge that at any point, cancer cells
could begin to grow in my chest. I had witnessed firsthand my mother’s
battle. She had just finished up yet another
surgery to remove her second breast with cancer. (It was actually her third
instance of cancer but that's another story.) Always the optimist, she pointed
out that while nothing could alter my genetics, I could take matters into my
own hands. She reminded me I'd feel better if I was in control of IT, rather
that IT in control of me. Damn, my mom knew me so well.
I thought of her words and considered maybe the BRCA gene wasn't
necessarily all bad news. I couldn't
help that I had the predisposition for cancer, but I could decide how I was going to handle my situation. Worrying about it was a waste
of time. I can't see the trouble coming. I could only hold myself accountable
for decreasing that 85% risk to any number less than that.
I always had wanted to make
big changes to my lifestyle but never could find the discipline. All the good intentions I've
ever had...eat better, exercise regularly...they never lasted. I could never
commit to any long-term goal related to my health. I couldn't even manage to
take a multivitamin. I was a crash-dieter and sporadic exerciser at best. Quite
frankly, I was lazy. Maybe this was the push I needed.
Aside of my predicament, I thought a lot about my
two daughters and their genetic makeup as well. They too could
potentially carry the same faulty gene. It became even more of an imperative to
emulate a healthy lifestyle for them. I wanted it to be easy and natural no-brainer to eat right and exercise. Not the
daily battle I always faced.
Putting my BRCA gene diagnosis into a perspective that it was now more important to consider my daughters’
future, changed my mental positioning. Now, I was a woman on a
mission. Instead of hiding in shameful secrecy with my deleterious gene, I
owned it. It gave me a direction and now I had a clear goal. I set out to
change my life--and hopefully the trajectory of my girls' future as well.
Within weeks of my diagnosis,
I had a double mastectomy with reconstruction. I was so fortunate they both
occurred on the same operating table. If you didn't know any differently, you
may not even have noticed. That decreased my risk significantly.
Then I tackled my health
and fitness.
I had to learn what healthy
eating looked like. I had to force myself to start exercising regularly for the
first time in my life. I began just walking, until I could jog, until I could
run. Running my first mile was a huge milestone, and at the same time I was
annoyed that I just barely did it. But my enthusiasm bubbled over as I was
doing more positive things for myself than I could ever remember.
And while I charged forward
with gusto, huge life changes are difficult and require a ton of dedicated,
daily focus. I fell off the wagon often, and there were plenty of times when
the wagon rolled off into the distance and I had to start all over again.
With the urge to do more, I started raising money for cancer charities. For the
Susan G Komen, I earned a Pink Honor Roll Star award for my fundraising, and I was featured in a few newspapers for sharing my
story as a “Pre-vivor”; The most rewarding part was as word spread through my circles of friends and
acquaintances, I've had many opportunities to coach and support other women who learned they were BRCA gene carriers too.
I never expected this
outcome, but the BRCA gene empowered me. I know I wouldn’t be who I am today
had I not been dealt this hand. I’ve had
to make other agonizing decisions related to my cancer risk since then, but I
always remind myself that the consequences of those decisions are never as
worse as the risk. My mother would often say how thankful she was that at least
I have a fighting chance to not ever hear the words “You have cancer”.
Those three little words just
suck. Smart people at the Moffitt Cancer Center are working extremely hard to
find a cure so we can remove cancer from our vocabulary. Wouldn’t that be
wonderful? My girls are counting on me and I’m doing everything I can to
protect them. Just another reason I started this fundraiser. Please donate and
let’s work together to eradicate cancer for all of our family and friends
forever.
https://www.crowdrise.com/tracys-climb-to-combatcancer/fundraiser/tracyfives
In five short weeks, I’ll be leaving for Mount Everest. I can’t believe
the trip I’ve spent a lifetime dreaming about will finally be a reality. I can hardly wait!
Since I booked my excursion seven months ago, I’ve had lots of
discussions with so many people about it. It seems most people don’t know of
anyone who has made the trek, much less summited the top of the tallest
mountain on Earth. Conversations about my itinerary, packing, planning and
training abound, much to my delight. There’s an abundance of wonder and
questions when people hear of my adventure. It’s been fun to share what I’ve learned over
the months, studying up for the trip. I have read dozens of books, blogs, and
articles and watched every YouTube video about the trek that I can find. Here’s
a few of the top questions I’ve been asked.
You're climbing Mount
Everest?
No, I'm not climbing Everest at all. This is the first distinction I feel
obliged to explain when people ask. Climbing indicates a much more rigorous and
dangerous trip to the top. I'm taking a really long walk, or a trek, to basecamp,
which is at 17,500 feet. The summit of Everest is an additional 12,000 feet up...that’s
a whole other mountain. To put it in perspective, the highest peaks in the
Colorado Rockies are 14,000 feet. Summiting Everest is another trip altogether
which requires more resources, more time and more mountaineering skills than I
possess. There’s nothing technical about a trek. It just requires putting one
foot in front of the other. There are no ropes nor belaying devices. The only real equipment needed, other than my
boots, is a pack and hiking poles.
How do you train for
Everest?
A reasonably healthy and fit person can easily reach basecamp. I have
regularly been exercising for years, but I did make some adjustments to my
training to prepare. The most important muscles are my legs, so that I can walk
the distance and climb the hills, and my core and shoulders to carry my pack.
Starting in the new year, I upped my training from four/five days a week
to six days. I’m getting in three days of weightlifting at Crossfit with lots
of back squats, front squats, lunges, and deadlifts. I also do upper body work such as clean &
jerks, pull ups and pushups and then a variety of core exercises. I’m getting
in a few cardio days too. I go to a
class that uses a non-motorized treadmill, so my legs really have to push
against the resistance. I also do a
short, interval intense run, which helps with building my VO2 max, (which helps
with oxygen consumption) and then I’m getting in one long hike with my backpack
filled with weights. Finally I’m practicing yoga again to help with my flexibility.
Is all of this extra necessary, since I said a reasonably healthy person
can do it? Probably not, but I’ve learned I’m much better at training for a
goal than just exercising. And while the trek doesn’t require a super high
level of fitness, having a solid foundation will make it that much more
enjoyable.
Do you use any equipment to
help train for altitude?
The biggest obstacle I’ll face is the altitude. It’s the most difficult and underestimated
aspect to the trek. Living in Florida at sea level, oxygen levels are 100%. I
will experience a 50% decline in oxygen. That’s tough because I can’t train for
it. People often suggest a high-altitude mask, which I originally thought sounded
like a good idea. However, the goal of high-altitude training is to increase
the hemoglobin in your blood and the mask simply makes it harder to breathe.
(Plus it looks absolutely ridiculous!)
I do wear a weighted training vest for my cardio. The vest has individual
sandbags so I can adjust the amount of weight for my workout. When I wear the
vest (or ruck with weights in my backpack) I burn a ton of calories and it is
as cardio- efficient as a long, slow run. Plus it helps build my hiking
endurance and my legs.
What kind of gear do you bring?
Buying the right gear has been one of the most fun and most aggravating
parts of getting ready for a trip like this one. Living in South Florida,
outdoor stores here mainly stock hunting, fishing and camping gear, so I’ve
become quite the online shopper. REI
(which is the Whole Foods of the outdoor gear world) has sent a steady stream
of boxes to my house as I’ve bought, tested, and returned dozens of jackets,
pants, gloves, base layers, mid-layers and hard shells.
I got a four-page packing list from my trekking company--seemed easy
enough. But the temperatures will vary from short-sleeve warm weather
potentially down to zero, so I have to be prepared for it all. From a light
mid-layer jacket to a raincoat to a parka, I’ve got five coats to protect me. I
have pant layers in varying degrees of warmth too—light trekking pants,
leggings, fleece pants, insulated pants and hard shell rain pants. I need tank
tops, short sleeves, long sleeves, and fleece. I never was a great packer to
begin with and I’m only allowed to bring 44 pounds. That doesn’t seem like
much, considering I also have an inflatable mattress, a sleeping bag, solar
charger, Ipad, cameras, water filtration system and backpack. Luckily, much of
the equipment is super light, which is important when every extra ounce
matters.
Are you worried about
altitude sickness?
Short answer - No. I cannot anticipate how I will be affected so I just don’t
worry about it. Olympic athletes have suffered AMS (acute mountain sickness)
and regular people can feel just fine. You can ascend ten mountains, no
problem, and then suffer. Altitude sickness can be as simple as a mild headache
or nausea. But true AMS is life-threatening. If a medic deems you to have AMS,
they’ll literally run you down the mountain to get you to a lower elevation.
That’s the worst of it.
There are a few things we do to ensure our safety. First, we eat a lot of carbs. I’m really good
at feeding my body rice and pasta. Second, we have to drink copious amounts of
fluid. This is tougher. Drinking 5-6 liters of water a day makes me more
nervous than the thought of an avalanche destroying basecamp. We have to purify
our own water after its boiled. I’m sure that tastes delicious. Luckily, I’m
prepared with electrolyte tablets that make the water taste better.
We take a leisurely nine days to ascend to basecamp, allowing plenty of
time to acclimatize. The motto is trek high, sleep low. Each day as we climb to
even higher altitudes, each evening we descend to sleep. Twice we stay put in
the same teahouse for two nights to help adjust as well. On those days, we will
hike to higher altitudes and then descend again to our beds.
I will be fine. Or I will not. And in case of emergency, I have a
prescription for Diamox that hopefully will help.
Who will be on the trek with
you?
I’m very fortunate to be trekking with my friend and racing partner,
Jean. I have also “met” three other women on our tour so far and we’ve been in
communication fairly regularly. (I can’t wait to meet them in person!). Up to
ten other guests in all will be on the trek. Then, there’s the staff: We’ll
have two to three American guides. I expect that one of them will have summited
Everest. Then, there’s the Sherpa, the porters and the cooks. The staff is
headed to basecamp to get the camp ready for the team behind us that will be
shooting to reach the summit in May. Up to 25 people will be in our caravan,
along with the yaks.
Is there Wi-Fi? How will you
communicate?
I knew there is Wifi in most of the villages on the way to basecamp, but
I was surprised to learn there is Wifi at basecamp as well. However, all the
internet services on the route and in the region is provided by one company, so
if it goes down (which is not uncommon) it all goes down. I will be posting pictures and hopefully
videos on my journey.
Are you scared?
Everyone knows of the terrible storm on Mt. Everest back in 1996 when
eight mountaineers died. And in 2005, a 7.6 magnitude earthquake rocked Nepal, which
in turn triggered a massive avalanche at basecamp, killing 22 people. This spot
is where I’ll be sleeping for two nights.
But no, I’m not scared of a blizzard or earthquake or avalanche. I think
my odds of dying in a car crash are much greater. I cannot worry about what I
cannot control. It’s just not worth my energy, so I don’t think about it. A
bigger concern is to never let the yaks get between me and the mountain. They
could push me off the cliff. That’s much more likely, along with digestive
issues, altitude sickness, freezing temperatures, loss of appetite, swollen
knees, dehydration, migraines, and even breaking my ankle. Those concerns much
more top of mind.
Finally, WHY Everest?
This basic question is always asked of me and I struggle to find the briefest
answer. Sometimes I just default to George
Mallory, the first to attempt to summit Everest: “Because it’s there!” But that’s
not really the whole story.
A much less famous quote of his holds the answer for me. “It’s not the
mountain we conquer but ourselves.” One my mother’s greatest gifts to me was her enduring faith in my skills and
abilities. Her love and encouragement has enabled me to overcome my insecurities
and tackle so many challenges in my life. I anticipate this trek will be the
hardest, most challenging and most rewarding experience of my life. I can’t
conquer Everest on pure strength alone. It will take mental grit to push past pain
or decreased oxygen or nausea. More than any other time, when I’m pushing my
body and my mental grit, be it obstacle racing or summiting Half Dome in Yosemite, I feel more alive and more powerful internally than at any other moment. I love this opportunity to push the envelope of my own limitations.
My beautiful mother also bestowed to me her insane love of travel, but never
had the chance to see all of the amazing destinations she dreamed about. I’m going
to Everest because I’m healthy and capable now. Life is short and we don’t know what tomorrow
will bring, so I’m going. She’d be the first person to tell me “go for it!”
I’m going to honor my mother by leaving some of her remains at the highest
point I reach. Even if I have to crawl, she and I will sit on the summit of
nearby Kala Pattar, 18,300 feet, to witness the sun rise over the top of Everest.
She didn’t get to experience the Himalayas with her own eyes, but she will live
on in spirit at a place very few people ever get to see.
The response I've gotten so far regarding my trip to Everest has been overwhelming. People's attitudes have ranged on the spectrum from questioning my sanity to wishing they could join me. Above all, people have been fascinated and curious about the itinerary, the gear, the training, and such, so I thought that I would share some high-level, nitty-gritty information.
The journey will last for 22 days, including travel time. Don't even ask me how I got Brian to agree to this. Suffice it to say, he's just awesome. Leaving on March 24, 2017, I will fly from Florida to New York to Qatar then to Kathmandu, Nepal. After a few days of touring and logistics we will begin the trek to Everest Base Camp (EBC). You can find the full schedule here EBC Trek Itinerary.
The roundtrip milage is about 75. It's not necessarily the milage that makes the journey tough. It's the altitude. From Kathmandu, I'll fly into the world's most dangerous airport in Lukla and start our actual trek at 9,300 ft. Over the course of 9 days, we'll hike to EBC, with an elevation of 17,500ft. We will stop along the way and spend two nights in Namche at 11,300 feet to acclimatize. We also spend two nights at 14,000 feet. The mantra is "hike high, sleep low," so every day I'll hike up, then actually descend to sleep. Even the days we stay put, I will be required to take a leisurely 3-hour hike to get some altitude in and then sleep lower. I've never been at an altitude higher than Yosemite at 10,000 feet.
The company I hired, Alpine Ascents, first business is getting mountaineers to the top of Everest. I'm excited that my US guide probably has summited once or several times. We'll also be accompanied by Sherpas and porters and yaks will carry my things. I only need a daypack on my back. I'm hoping to keep my extra clothes, water, snacks, etc to less than 25 pounds.
We will sleep in Sherpa village tea houses along the way. The travel brochure says this will give me "a rare look into both the traditional and monastic communities," but after doing my research, that's the marketing words for "there isn't another choice". These teahouses are surely not the Ritz Carlton, so I'm simply hoping for warm and inviting. They look perfectly lovely enough. The farther up the mountain we go, the more rustic the accommodations. All supplies, food and fuel must be carried up. There's no roads and no power lines, so lighting is solar and stoves are fueled by dried yak poo. I'm sure that smells fantastic. In these remote regions, the temperature is colder and there's no insulation, so I'll be cuddled up in my parka, in my -20-degree sleeping bag with my hot water bottle between my legs keeping me warm. I don't even want to discuss the bathroom situation. Suffice it to say, it too gets more rustic as we go along. Same goes for the showers. I may just be too darn cold to even care about a shower.
Once we get to Everest Base Camp, I'll be staying two nights in the Alpine Ascents' seasonal tent camp. Each mountaineering company sets up their own camps, much like you probably saw in the movie Everest or read in one of my favorite books, Into Thin Air, by Jon Krakauer. This is another reason I chose this company. (Many other trekking companies just "stop by" EBC, take a picture and leave!) Here, I'll get the opportunity to meet the people who will be summiting and the Alpine Ascents support team that help the climbers reach their goals. I figure, if I can't summit myself, the next best thing is to hangout with them!
Interestingly, I have learned that you cannot actually see the summit of Everest from base camp. There's another mountain in the way. So on our way out of EBC, I'll wake at 3am and attempt to summit a nearby mountain, Kala Patthar, elevation 18,300ft. It's a small peak by Himalayan standards, but has excellent views of Everest and many of the well-known Everest photos are taken here. Hopefully, if all goes as planned, I'll watch the sunrise come up over Everest from the summit of Kala Patthar on April 8th. My heart skips a beat just writing that sentence!
It's all down hill from there. Four days back to Lukla, hoping the weather cooperates for a quick, easy flight and then back to Kathmandu. It will be a glorious, hot, long and hard-earned shower upon return.